Lately I have been having grrrrrrreat days. Midterms have come and gone and those results were goooood. :)

However, a very opinionated, negative post is in the forecast everyone.

I'm glad that the only state I had full faith in let me down. I hate the United States. Why must we suffer under ignorance and the bandwagon? Healthcare is ONE problem, and if that is the only reason why Scott Brown got elected, I can't wait to see all the Republicans (and conservative independents) slap themselves for when healthcare is solved and other problems need to be addressed. Conservatives don't get anything done, they just create problems and resist much needed change. Obviously America isn't working right. And guess who wants to fix that? Democrats. Whatever. Good job Massachusetts for failing like the rest of America.

Wow, I can't believe it's gonna be another year...

Another year gone.
Another year wishing I had her.
Another year wishing for more.
Another year realizing what I have.
Another year of heartache.
Another year of stress.
Another year of travel.
Another year of memories.
Another year of woulda coulda shoulda.
Another year of lost relationships.
Another year of second chances.
Another year of disappointments.
Another year of smiles.
Another year of tears.
Another year of saying goodbye.
Another year of saying hello.
Another year of heart to hearts.
Another year of planning out the future.
Another year of wondering why I'm here.
Another year of successes.
Another year of failures.
Another year of new friends.
Another year of lost friends.
Another year with old friends.
Another year of anticipation.
Another year of apprehension.
Another year of picking up the pieces.
Another year of impressing.
Another year of improvement.
Another year of trials.
Another year of errors.
Another year of new freedom.
Another year of saying, "Damn, isn't life awesome?"

A new year's coming,
The dawn is breaking,
The optimism is overwhelming,
The pessimism is weening,
And I tell myself,
"It's gonna be okay."

Do I deserve to be happy?
To be the top of my class? To have a chisled body? To have a relationship? To have white teeth? To be awesome at piano? To be class president? To go to an amazing college?

I just don't think I do, cause I don't think I'll get any of those things.

Districts is gonna rape me.
At least the transcriptions aren't hard.

Oh, life is average lately. Nothing great. I need something great though. Please, something spectacular. Soon.

So, New York City is officially where I'm gonna live when I'm older. I love it soooooo much there. It's gorgeous. I love the hustle and bustle of the city. I love Broadway. I love Times Square. I love everything about it.

Also, I've come to terms with what's going on. And I'm happy.