EllOhVeeEee

Silence is deafening
Self-consciousness conquers
With every "heyyyyy"
And every "bby"
Please, God, why?
I'm sick
Literally and firguratively
I need guidance, I need to follow
The right path
I need that extra breath before
I go underwater
I need to abandon this facade
Of apathy, of heartlessness
I want that quickened pulse
I want freedom to succumb to it
I want to fall in the abyss
I want the right one
I want what I want
I want to be loved
I want to love.