So basically, I've been neglecting this blog because I've never been so busy in my life. Sorry everyone, if anyone even reads this anymore. I really love you all, really, I just need more time to keep this thing up.
1) My birthday: I got a Covey, and my life is so much more organized now. Like, it's kinda sorta ridiculous. I had friends over my house, and we all had way to much fun watching Jennifer's Body, which quite possibly may be my favorite spoof of all time (wait, was it supposed to be a spoof? I hope it was, cause if it wasn't, it was THE worst movie ever made). I got so many Starbucks gifts, it's also kinda ridiculous. I had Districts the day after. All went really well (even though I didn't make All-States the week after, but it's okay, cause there's always next year), and I made some new friends in the process! :)
2) Semi was last Friday, and it was definitely one of my favorite nights, ever. I made two new friends (even though technically I was already friends with one of them, but we definitely got closer). I broke it down to Bad Romance with Nina and Nicco and Sam, and I also DOMINATED the Cupid Shuffle with Katie (oh yeah, we also did the "Katie Albright" all night long; yeah, we're cool). This night inspired severe confusion, which was quickly remedied the week after, with a simple visit to Starbucks with Tara. :)
3) My feelings have been all over the place lately. One day I wanna kill one of my (former?) best friends, and the next I wanna get married to like, seven people. Also, my feelings for a certain special someone are so, UGH. Like, all I've wanted is you for the longest time, and yet again...I can't have you. It's complaicated, but I guess it's for the better that things are the way they are. I mean, I'm happy...most of the time. But I can't help thinking: Would I ALWAYS be happy if I was with you? I think so, but, whatevz. I shouldn't let it get me down.
4) I've gotten a lot more, realistic lately. While I'm still driven by extremely high goals, because I think I can achieve them. However, I know I can't do everything, and if I try, I may actually fail, and end up falling short of the goals I thought stretching myself out so thin would help me achieve.
5) I've bveen extremely self-conscious lately. I've gained weight, I've broken out BADLY, and my teeth's white spots aren't going away. However, I've been using white strips, I've been washing my face A LOT, and I bought a new Speedo Jammer, a swim cap and some goggles to start swimming laps at the Y. Maybe everything will work out.
I've deduced that life is slowly getting better as I keep getting older. Everything seems to be falling into place, and even if it doesn't, I usually know how to fix it. I'm making new friends, I'm getting closer with my existing ones, and even though she's away, I feel like I've never been closer with my best one. :) I'd be completely happy if my life kept going the way it has been. Thus, I hope that nothing goes wrong anytime soon.
*Knock on wood*
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