Some nights I just freak out cause I feel inadequte beyond all comparison and I feel like I've worked so hard for nothing and I feel like I'm just going to end up adequate when I grow older and I won't be special but I've made it a point to be unique and to stand out from the crowd but now all I feel like is that I'll never amount to anything more than a middle class single man who dies alone and unhappy.

Please, someone help me.