I'm sick of my parents not trusting me. I messed up 2 years ago, and they REALLY need to get over it. I never went to jail, I didn't get hurt (physically), I didn't hurt anyone else (physically)... They need to get over it.

I should be able to text without them interrogating me as to who it is. I mean c'mon, I don't have frickin' text conversations close to midnight. It's just Twitter and Facebook!

I should be able to stay out on a school night. I know my sleep needs better than they do. Who cares if they're sleeping when I get home? They should trust me.

I should be able to hang out with friends who they've never met before. I obviously won't be having sex, doing drugs, and wreaking havoc this close to my college application process.



Really Mom and Dad? Tell me what I can do to make this stop. NONE of my friends deal with this. And I'm MUCH more reputable that most of them. What do/did I do wrong to deserve this paranoia? I'm so ready to just give up, stay home forever.

I feels distance growing, and frankly, I don't think I have the willpower to fix it. I can't fix it, so I'm not gonna try.

They will probably read this and then give me some bs interrogation (sorry to use that word twice) about this.

Whatever.


I need a therapist to tell me I'm a good kid. I asked my mom to get me one before school started. Yeah, still hasn't happened. Guess who's just gonna look for one on his own?

This guy.





This is past love and care. This is just straight up paranoia. I shouldn't have to prove myself to the two people that should love me more than every other person on the earth.



All I want my parents to do is trust me. They tell me they do, but they're clearly lying.


Whatever, I can't frickin' wait to graduate.