Idk

Some days I wonder if anyone else is like me. Emotionally. Today I felt on top of the world, sorta. Now I'm in the trench of the unsatisfied, trying to claw my way out back into the world of the content. Everything seems to be bogging down on me. Love. School. College/Future. Friends. Family. Nothing seems to be going right, even though everything actually is. What's wrong with me? I really think I need a therapist. I need someone to sort out these thoughts, since apparently I can't do it alone.

Also, I find myself falling for what's outside the boundary. Maybe it's better than inside, but unless I somehow find myself being compelled by an outside force into the darkness of what's outside my comfort zone, I think I may stay inside; where it's light and I know what lies before me.